Spring is right around the corner. Here in California, it’s pretty much been spring since summer ended. But in any case, along with everybody else I’m anticipating spring time. Our circadian rhythms are getting in tune with the light staying out longer and we’re starting to feel a need to spring clean.
Every spring, there is a need for “out with the old, in with the new”. This spring is no exception. We feel the need to take a dip in the spring water filled pond and cleanse all the heaviness of the past year off of our skin.
It’s like exfoliating. It’s sloughing off everything that has happened and all the shit we have been through.
Here’s how I see our lives.
Each year is a short story and there are four chapters. It starts out with spring as the first chapter, then goes to summer, then fall and finally winter. People might argue it starts with winter, but I think of it as us coming out of hibernation and the heaviest, coldest part of the year. We step out into the sun and feel the heat on our skins again, energizing and charging us up again bringing us back to life. It lets us start all over again.
I don’t know about you, but I’m done with this past year. All the crap, bullshit, lies, and stupidity have got to go.
I’m kicking the bullshit in the ass and out the door. I’m over the negativity and immaturity.
Ain’t nobody got time for that.
I have no more time to deal with people who are fake and are just going to lie to me.
Only good vibes here, please.
My short story is starting out at a cross roads with my love life. To be with Mr. Nice Guy, to not be with Mr. Nice guy. To not be is the answer… but when and how to go about it is undecided.
I don’t want to go right back into a relationship, because I think I want to enjoy the single life some more. While at the same time, I’m over the pointless stuff.
However, even with all that said… hopefully this chapter is just about having fun, focusing on myself and growing even more.
Cheers to the year of doing our thangs.
Out with the old and in with the new.
With all the love in my body,